hello hello!!

I m so sorrie i didn't update..i am very very sorrie. My christmas nand new yrs was fantastic...i am going to be 23 yrs old soon....

erm.. i am in a relationship at last.. yes. i am in love. 23 and in love..time to get married? lol..i dunno..who knows rite. i will post pictures soon..

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also, i am off to singapore once again to celebrate chinese new year.. lol.. i can't wait..i am flying on friday.

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this year is promising.. i hope it will last..


HERE'S WISHING ALL MY LJ FRIENDS A WONDERFUL 2009..

Queen PinkY with love..

i'm like bawling my eyes out for the past few minutes..

i feel so hurt..i really wished none of this happened. i really like him.

i honestly thought he was different..

i haven't been blogging for more than a month. i think now no one comes here anymore so i wouldn't have to go all the trouble of locking tis stupid thing.

there's me so much ups and downs experienced this pass whole month..it didn't seem like a month to me. it felt longer.

another guy..hmm, shaz was wrong. apparently he wasn't that of a god impression afterall huh? upset. this one made me extremely disappointed.

yeah if anyone asks. yeah i am lonely and i wouldn't mind admitting myself to me desperate. i haven't had anyone for more than a yr. i want a serious r/s. if u guys dun understand pls dun comment. i dun wanna spend my time deleting comments.

everytime i get disappointed a little part of me dies. i dun wanna end up like one of my best friends who have since treated guys like playthings because she said she dun love them, she juz likes to use them. yes, my friend looks pretty and she is intelligent. but she has been hurt many times until the tables have turned. i know i'm not as scorned as her but i am getting rather immune to these disappointments.

funny thing is, i bounced back within a day for this particular one..

...such is life...

Hello!!

When was the last time i did an open post?? えと～～～ Bahh..i think it's the start of august!? Anyway, just a quick update..i shouldn't be here but a quick one.

So i am on a family holiday now.. it's been a while since a had a family holiday. I dun count going back to singapore to celebrate Chinese New Year every yr as a family thingy because basically, all of us go there and meet up with our own friends. Not really spending quality time together.
Yeah I'm on my holiday now.

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The band is going really well. Just for the record, they are called Argent la Rosa. You can youtube their vids. Response at Animania was great. I am really proud of them... Just want to say that i miss them...a lot. My Children..my brothers...my slaves...my knights in BLACK armour..i am their self-proclaimed Queen. mm...i miss them and hope they are well. I won't be seeing them a while so i hope they are doing alright.

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I sent a brief email to PonnyPad recently stating how much i miss her. ponnyPad, do you know i've been mistaken again? once more someone has misunderstood what i did.

Hmm, your bestest friend is apparently a very 随便 kinda girl who just want anyone to be her bf. Is that how it is? Is that how everyone sees me? Is that how you see me?

I am very picky right LiRong? If not i will be with anyone now.. I want a long-term relationship but i don't think it can last more than 2 yrs rite? Look at Seng Lee, Kenny (ok i dun wanna last tht long with him), Michael & Tom.. 2 yrs max.. what the fuck rite? If only you were here. If only u can hold me and tell me that everything is going to be ok. LiRong, why am i always the one that pulls out the shortest straw? It's always been wrong isn't it? I've always been wrong. I miss you so much...I want to go back..maybe if i am back no one will misunderstand me.

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Ahhhh fuck!! Hot stones massage tharapy time.. fuck!! I'll type again if i have time..shit!

yeah seriously. this is another vicious cycle. How am i suppose to make you guys understand!

Woman shld hv 4 pets in her life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed n a jackass tht pays all.. says:
i need to see whether u guys did any improvement regardless of whether i am there or not.

Woman shld hv 4 pets in her life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed n a jackass tht pays all.. says:
osukaresamadeshita!

彩 -- Aya. says:
srsly we r out off management

彩 -- Aya. says:
we cant oranise anythin .

彩 -- Aya. says:
anyway.gotta go .

Woman shld hv 4 pets in her life. A mink in her closet, a jaguar in her garage, a tiger in her bed n a jackass tht pays all.. says:
i am in-charge externally. ur leader is in charge of te band internally.

I came back like 5 mins ago, switched on my HAATO lappy and my msn boots up and i get bombarded.  No hello or whatsoever. You dun wanna tell me ur schedules, i dun have to report my every movement to you guys.

How the fuck am i NOT suppose to micro-manage u tell me! Fuck! You guys better be better than decent if not u will get a lot of shit coming from me. And this time round it will be worse than the shit u will be getting last time. Remember the 'demo incident'?

I hope u guys read this. IF u have the balls to comment on it remember to put ur names down too.

お先にし連れします!　

p.s : YEAH this is a fucking public post.

i went and get myself a cup of tea when i reach the office kitchen..when i punched my code to enter my office i feel my head grow really heavy and the room spun..

thank god i managed to grip the door handle and the cup stayed upright..

My head feels heavy still...that happened 5 mins ago.

I want to go to the toilet but i'm afraid if i stand up i'd fall.

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I got a nightmare abt Argent again.. Not good..

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anyone in my F-list have facebook? If so add me into your network. My email is trina.tan.ying.hui@gmail.com
that way, i can talk to you guys more often... 

 

I got myself a kawaii ...

TATTOO!!!!!

It's ..i can't help staring at it. I'm in awe.

It's so nice..well i love it a lot.. I am stroking it now..my skin feels a bit raised..but it tingles in a nice way.

Amount of pain out of ten for that area = 4 / 10

I thought it would hurt  a lot. Jaclyn, Myy n Miki accompanied me. I told them they can wait outside cuz i was only being outlined by a normal tracing pen. The next time i told them to come in, i've already did the actual tattoo outline. Just lack the colouring..LOL...it hurt. But it felt like using a mechanical pencil n push it down on your skin then draw...that kinda feeling...

 You wanna talk about excitement n being freaked-out!?!?

You are talking abt me now!! 

AGEDFWTGSIGJSIOE!!! 

ZOMGWTFBBQCHICKENINHEAVENMIYAVILIKESOLDMEN&AOILIKESURUHASLAPPINGHISBUTT madness! 

~_~ *breathes*

I got my VAMPS - LOVE ADDICT single today in the office~~ teehee...haidoooooo...kazzzz~~~ *drool* 

The above was my excitement for the day..

Below this is my massive FREAK OUT!

I AM GONNA BE TATTOOED. TATTOOED. AS IN LIKE IN THE EVENING I WILL BE PIRECED MANY TIMES WITH A NEEDLE. 

OOOOOOOOOMGWTFKYOEATSBABIESWHOGOTOHEAVEN&BECOMECHERUBSTHATSHOOT<3ARROWSATCOUPLESLIKESAGA&TORAWHOTHENCONVINCESSHOU&HIROTOTHEYLOVEGHEYSEXORGASMS~~~~~~~~~

yeah...I seemed like a total wreak. Someone juz put me outta my misery..

This is the last post in which Pinky a..k.a Queen Trina (yes my real name) does an honest post out in the open. 

i will be LOCKING all honest post from now onwards. I think it's time that this journal is out in the open. 

If you are reading anything after this that is not locked, it means to say whatever issues i voice from now are all half-arsed and not serious at all. Please do not take it to heart. 

Well do take it to heart if i am scolding you because i won't hold back on insults and names anymore. 

Basically I am a sick of hiding things. If i am to be a hyprocrite i will be. WHEN (not if) i want to bitch, i will bitch.

No more heart-felt stuff in the open anymore. Only Idol-worship and angry RANTs..Hypocrisy will be heavy therefore only these 3 listed will be un-locked.

My dear f-list, Pinky is still pinky. Pinky hasn't change. Pinky just need to seek shether sometimes.. the Lock will be pinky. 

i don't want to add any one to my f-list unless i deem necessary. PonnyPad, Roy, JacJac, Myy & Jeslyn  pls understand. I am not forcing you to get an lj account just to read the locked posts. It's ok, i can tell u on the phone or thru emails.

Humble Regards,
Queen TRinA (Pinky)